Fishy Business

 So I've recently picked up a new choice-based game. You know the kind. It's like a movie but you make some of the characters' decisions. These decisions reflect and affect the character you're playing as well as the relationships.  Lemme just get this out of the way, Shit is hard. Turns out, being a people pleaser makes life in game hard too! Luckily, the game encourages me to just be a little less me. And, in a way, it teaches me to not people please in a sense. You're not always going to be able to make people happy, especially with tough decisions. But keep in mind that you're doing it for the true best interest of either yourself or the other person. Which, in a sense, prevents resentment down the line. Honestly, bad first choice for gaming buuuut still educational. Oh and I did well in my quiz yesterday.   That's all from me,  Cheers :) 

 So Uhhhhh, I was working on Monsters again last Sunday and uh. WEll it didn't save. I pretty much zapped half the script and it's all gone. I got a quiz in like half an hour and I reaaaally don't want to go to Uni. It's funny how I was all about doing my best in Uni in the first semesters. And then at some point I genuinely stopped caring. Yes, a good GPA means better job chances. But after going through enough subjects with genuinely horrible professors, the only thing keeping me going is... friendship.    Turns out one of the biggest consequences of not having an academic batch (as in a whole lotta people) is that when your friends go to different subjects or have different interests. Everything that kept you going stops. No more people to remind you of tests. No more group studying. No more of a lot of stuff, essentially.   It's sad because I liked when I performed well in Uni. I obviously still care enough to write about it (Instead of actually going to Uni), a...

 I honestly don't remember exactly what this is   I think I was likening the dynamic of a family and children fighting one another becasue the government is a bad parent or osmething 

 I woke up at 1 am today and I have barely any energy left in me. So I decided, as one naturally does, to talk about every stupid thing you should avoid in friendships.   1. DOn't delete text messages 2. Don't overshare. 3. If you do overshare.Talking more is not going to fix it. SHUT the !@#!$ up.  4. No seriously, you're making it worse. Shut up! 5. Don't make everything about yourself. and number 6. On a scale of "taking no accountability" to "taking all accountability" PLease for the love of god. sTAY in the middle It sounds so simple, but if you're trying to do one in favor of avoiding the other. You end up being exactly what you're trying to avoid. Unbearable. Number 7. Don't apologise too much, again related to number 6   Number 8.   Don't take your friends being different than you as an offense. Difference is not going to make you unbearable Number 9. Stop walking on eggshells. Live with your friends. Not in your head.    Numb...